Dylan Morgan "Macho Man "

5:57pm: Santa Claus has laid claim to my livingroom and is using it to store his crap.
I swear it looks like Christmas threw up in here, and to be honest I wouldn't want it any other way. In case she has neglected to inform you all, which I highly doubt, we have taken the first step into the next phase of our lives together, that's right men, I've taken the plunge...

Given up all decorating rights, now have to put the toilet seat down when I am done, and my bathroom looks like Mary Kay lives there!

She has moved in.

And to be honest I could not be happier with it, waking up beside her each morning, going to bed holding her each night, this is what dreams are made of when a boy becomes a man, although usually there is beer involved and sometimes pretzels too, mmmmm pretzels.

We are planning our Christmas and I gotta tell you my nerves are flying about inside my skin, the gift I've gotten her might not be much, but I hope it takes her breath away the way she takes mine away with just one look.

Ok, so now that I have made half of you AWEEEE and the other half spew I think I will let you all go about your days without anymore needless babble from me and my spot here on cloud nine.

PS I would like to thank Sara F for rescuing me from the jaws of a heathenous, is uh that even a word? old woman at the mall she was going to eat me I could see it in her eyes. Thank you hon and welcome around.

11:58am: Oh the implications.
Happy Thanksgiving all.

10:22am: . . . .
Well hell.... What am I supposed to do now? How am I supposed to feel? I might need a little help in this department since right now I feel nothing.... I don't think this is right, there must be something wrong with me.... I should be upset, angry or even a little sad but instead I find myself starring off into the white abyss of the far wall of my kitchen, Think if I stand there, if I stare long enough, it will swallow me whole?

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11:12am: All that glitters is gold:
Wow, I guess it's about time I sit down here and fill this thing out informing everyone about my oh so interesting world, even though I am currently about to explode and spread my flu germs all around me which means sharing them with all of you lovely people. Allie, my wonderful better half has been so kind as to take care of me these past few days which only adds to her awesomness in my opinion. To tell you the truth having her in my life has reminded me of the true blessings life can give to us, reminds me that I am in fact human and that all the small little petty wrongs in life pale in comparison when something is ultimately right and makes you feel complete again.  I've so become one of those gushy Nick Sparks characters and the worst part is I'm kinda proud of it, I wouldn't have it any other way, the only difference is that I am not going to allow some tragic ending to come crashing down on us.

You know I gotta tell you guys and give a shout out where it is due, to Adriannah thanks for making my forty five minute Walgreens line a pleasant experience at least neither one of us had to brave it alone and that is an important thing when your checker is related to the Slowskies. You should really smile more doll it looks better on you and whatever that sadness is behind those eyes I hope someone somewhere makes it right for you.

I'm still trying to get use to the man i am seeing when I walk past the mirror.... He's quite different than the one I have been seeing for the past nine years and he kinda freaks me out. I'm naked and vulnerable without my facade to hide behind but not to sound totally mushy and bring her up again but Allie really has been helping me with that as well, with not trying so hard to push away the masses and actually let a few in every now and again.

What can I say? She's just an all around 10. Speaking of my Sweets she is beckoning me now to play another game she "borrowed" from one of her neighbor

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10:26am: Drama is for babies.
And last I checked the babies around here were without journal access, Seriously people life is not long enough  to be filled so full of shit you have to wade your way through.

On the other hand I have been completely happy these past few weeks and as I feel myself falling I am simply enjoying the ride I don't want to catch my balance or my breath, I just want to keep going. She completes me and reinforces my sense of humanity I lost so many years ago... I've found myself smiling and changing in the best ways imaginable, not because she asks it of me but because I want to, she makes me want to be a better soul.

I'm thinking I need to get out more though, ideas? thoughts? offers? Anyone got anything to say???

10:14pm: Happy Halloween All
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11:39am: Because...
Yes.

some moments in life are just perfect.

Some things in life are just right.

And when they are the feeling in the pit of your stomach will tell you so.

And yes someone got a make over. *cough*

9:38pm: Over all the bullshit! It's not fucking elementry school people
IF YOU HAVE A FUCKING PROBLEM FIGURE IT OUT AMONGST YOURSELVES I AM NOT GOING TO PLAY MIDDLE MAN OVER BULLSHIT IT'S STUPID DAMMIT. FIGHT IT OUT DO WHATEVER YOU ARE GONNA DO BUT LEAVE ME THE HELL OUT OF IT BECAUSE IF THIS IS HOW IT IS I'LL FIND SOLITUDE SOMEWHERE AND YOU CAN ALL KISS MY ASS.

I don't control others I am not a puppet master, if they do something that offends you go to them not me.

5:13pm: If life were a game of truth or dare I so would have just won the shit out of it.

Chasing a pizza man in the rain wearing boxers and a t-shirt just to make sure you make the right impression.... oh uh what the hell is happening to me?

9:41pm: Flesh can only hide the beast beneath it for so long... Eventually the monster you are will come to the surface and expose everything you never wanted anyone to see, all the ugliness, all the disgust.... everything that should be hidden with you beneath the rock you wish you could crawl back under.

Nice warm rock where are you now? for even you have abandoned me.

The only friend I deserve, the only company suitable for my soul a fractured, hardened, dirty rock from beneath the earths surface as I am beneath humanity.


Even the class clowns have rainy days... sorry to disappoint the masses

4:11pm: why do people find it odd I don't own a phone? Baffling how people need these little electronic dog leashes to breathe these days.

12:34am: Random observation number Two
Secrets are like sanctuaries, everybody has them and to the outside world they are unseen and unknown, only to those who hold them dear is it completely understood why they are protected and hidden reserved for only them to know. Locked away from the rest of the world.

1:42pm: Ana doesn't got a gun, she is a gun... a loaded one.

such an awesome chick

1:17pm: Just an observation
In an observationally interesting way....

The chicks around here are pretty damn awesome to talk to, its not everyday you spend over two hours chatting, oh lord I used the word chatting but ok whatever with someone you've never met over everything from hookers to sugar addictions and broccoli forests that bleed Welsh Rarebit.

I think I just might hang around and taste this rainbow for a bit before moving on.

11:55pm: The First of Many
I'm a chef, which means two things, I am exceptionally quick with my hands, and I like food, for both pleasure and flavor. Born and raised in Santa Cruz California I hail from the land of Marley, hippies and hitch hikers. I moved to San Fran after high school and have not been back home since, nor do I ever intend to so much as visit that place ever again... Ok so the place is nice, but the people there not so much, they are less fun than a hang over after the biggest bachelor party ever.

Anyhow so new town, new school, new beginnings, aside from the whole white hat and apron attire, a man as dashing as myself comes equip with enough art work on his canvas to make Michelangelo jealous and enough holes in his flesh to double as a human fishing net, I figure what the hell right? I mean you only live once and your body is the ultimate journal, carry pieces of your life and yourself on the outside as well as inside. My motto has always been simple: Normal, Is just a facade created by people with really boring lives. Learn it. Live it. Love it. And love me for coming up with it. Call me a freak and I'll thank you, hell I might even add you to my Christmas card list.

When not cooking in the kitchen I'm hitting the books at the big U, English Lit. major of course... What you couldn't tell by looking at me? What can I say, I live to shock and awe the general population.

My voice isn't nearly as loud as my hair and I like it that way, I'm distracted by things that are shinny and have this wonderful power where if you are boring me i can shut you out yet continue to smile until you finally go away. A skill I honed while hiding under my bed as a child I suppose. I'm an asshole, but I'm romantic and my addiction to Nutella is almost so that I should be institutionalized for it... Among other things some might say.

I'm not the sharpest tool in the shed, I'm the sharpest tool in the whole damn warehouse so watch out and keep your fingers away from my edges.

If you need me you can come find me.
DylanMorgan1984